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I’m done.

I just want it to be over. All of it.

No matter how much I scream, no matter how much I cry, there’s no one there.

There’s no one to listen. There’s no one to see.

I’m done.

I've never wanted to kill myself so much as i do right now.
There is just this huge dark feeling that no matter how much i try i can't be good enough.

This is like the sea. Maybe it’s my imagination but it seems endless and fearless like the great blue I witness at the unfathomable horizon. It is strong and soft at times, but it is always true. It won’t lie or falsely invite you in just to destroy you. It will refresh you, caress you and play with you. It will always embrace you with the utmost care and let you lose yourself in it without a worry. It is not easy to handle. It’s impossible to control or tame. No one can hold it in their hands, but it hurts to death wen causes pain.

If you’re wondering what I’m talking about, you might not have experienced it at all.
Its love. The love I feel for Ren and the love that lasts forever. It is indeed unmeasurable like the sea. But is such an amazing feeling, I want to have it forever.

If you ever read this, I want you to know you’re the one for me. There is no one else I’d rather spend the rest of my days with. You’re the love of my life and without you near me, I won’t have anything to live for.

I love you with all my heart: today, tomorrow, until de end of times.

  • How long have you been on DeviantArt?

It's been 3 years, almost 4.

  • What does your username mean?

Alex-mg is just my name. Second first and first second. (Magno Alexander)

  • Describe yourself in three words.

Friendly - honest - narcissistic

  • Are you left or right handed?

Right handed.

  • What was your first deviation?

MemoryThe memory of
The pain,
The fame
It's all a game.
Throw your emotions into the frame.
A painted smile
To cover your mask
Your fading eyes cry
Because it won't last
All together we are
Yet alone we die
So, if you don't see
I'll remain unseen
Left in this memory
Still I'll believe
You'll think it trough
And when you realize what happened,
I will take care of you
Forever and ever
My heart won't be free
All I need you to do
Is keep on loving me
Farewell my love
I'll be waiting for you
Still new to this world
But I won't get lost
Already marked our spot
It's our home,
Our territory
My dearest love
Hurry up for this memory
 ---> it's about patience and fate

  • What is your favourite type of art to create?

Literature ftw!

  • If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?

Ninjutso counts? :P  I'm joking, I'd love to know how to do digital :)

  • What was your first favourite?

NothingnessNow that I'm here
I won't let anything fall into nothingness
Forgiving me
Is the fist sept to forgive you
The stories from fairy tales,
Are becoming true
Romeo and Juliet,
Is the next on the stage
Will you welcome me in your arms once more?
My love,
Our love,
My life,
Our lives
Come and go
But nobody
Will ever know
That even if
Nothingness is something,
Can't accept anything
Because it has an empty meaning.
Forgive me love
For I have learned
How to breath
Every step I take
Makes me wonder where you are
Every mistake I make
Tells me
That both of us can be wrong
Good bye for now
I'll come back shortly
Until then,
Remember me for who I am
 --> my first fav ever was my own art #facepalm ! My shadows and ITime slowely drips on by,
The ground, the people, the sky,
All fade, wilt, die,
All I can see are my shadows,
Which become me,
I have lived too long with a aching heart,
That I feel we can never part,
My shadow is a part of me,
No, it is me,
And if I am ever free,
Then I will not be me,
I'll be a cold creature,
I'll loose all my features,
I wont have the same complex mind,
My feelings will be easier to find,
And I want to release all my fear,
But then I know it'll be clear,
That simply being me, all smoth not rough,
Will not be enough,
For people to keep loving me.
So that is my fear,
But luckily my recovery is not near,
For now I'll keep fighting on,
And I will never be gone,
For death is not the answer to my puzzle,
I'm not going to meet my end in a hurry,
Because for all my friends,
They need me more now than ever,
And I need to be clever,
I need to hold on to those who love me with both hands,
and never let go,
never let go.....
Please, never let me go.....
 --> my first fav that's not my own art :P

  • What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?


  • Who is your all-time favourite deviant artista?

Hard to pick one since they are all so good, but I would say  WLOP is on my top 3 for sure.

  • If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?

Any one of my friends :D

  • How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?

Every DeviantArtist has inspired me in some way. I don't just get the feeling of awesomeness, I also get respect and admiration. I love all artistis in this community. <3

  • What are your preferred tools to create art?

Pen, paper, tea and Pringles. I basically just live with that. :P

  • What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?

In the mountains. I have a house pretty far in the mountains. And whenever it rains, I go there and just lie on the floor while looking outside.

  • What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?

The first comment I ever  received. :D



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Hello world, hope you reading..^^

I have nothing much to say about me even if I'm not a simple person...
I always dream high, dreams of forests covered in rain and gray-colored skies...
I love to write.. It makes me proud of myself, it makes me feel free from all the compulsion in our everyday life..

But the thing I like the most is to share. I share what I do, I share who I am and what I am.
I fear nothing while trying to make some distance between me and reality.
I hate pity and injustice... People that pity you will never truly love you, and injustice if let alone will kill us, starting from the inside and bursting in our minds and hearts like a thousand lighting bolts.

I mostly write about myself, my experience in life (although its still very short), I hate to write for others, but I love to write about others.

Oh.. almost forgot... this is my skype name ---> mg.alexandre
please note me first before adding me :D

Follow me on FaceBook -> Check my Page

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Al3xDk Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2015
Yo, where are you bro? DeviantART misses your awesome poems o:
alex-mg Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I will upload something right away, just because you asked xD
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sry for being late xD
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It's alright <3 :huggle:
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